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Awkard...

2006-02-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

Ka-bad trip sobra!!! Dinala-dala ko pa ung vid cam low batt din naman pala!!! Ampuchaness!!! D ko tuloy nakunan ung performance namin... Sobrang un-prepared ako nung time na un... 2am na ko nakatulog tapos nagpagising ako kay mama ng 3:30am... ends up... 8:30 na ko nagising... sobrang galit na galit sakin si otep(ung nagturo samin).

Kinukuha kami... sponsor daw ang RX... cheering ulit...

cge na... sabi na nga ba eh... sobrang ilang talaga dito sa net cafe
(may nakabasa tuloy)

These past few weeks was a blast!!!

2006-01-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

I have so much to say... itong mga nakaraang linggo... Sobrang daming nangyari sakin... As in!!!
First off...

CS Cheering Squad
Whew!!! Ewan ko kung anong pumasok sa utak ko at sumali-sali ako sa hard-court... nung una natatakot pa ko... kala ko mahirap... oo nga... you'll be stressed and you'll get tired, pero sobrang enjoy naman. Lumabas ung kadaldalan ko na usually sa barkada ko lang nagagawa. Pero ngaun, buti naman mejo nawawala na ung pagiging shy-type ko. Never mind all those expenses and all those sacrifices. It will be such a great experience for me. Weeeee!!! dami papa-ble!!!! Haha!!! LOL!!! Ahmmm... Pag nagka-tym ako... baka maglagay ako d2 ng mga pics namin during our performance... or cguro video... sa feb 6 na nga ung day of performance namin eh. tapos midterm na namin this coming monday. ngarag na ngarag na ko sobra. practice, review, lakwacha... hay..... kelan kaya ako makakapag-pahinga????.....

ano ba yan... cge na... nangungulit na c janrei eh... papaturo ako maglaro ng DOTA eh...
; ) ---> temporary smilie.... hehe... inaayos ko pa... i'm making my own sets of smilies eh...

So long and goodbye...

2006-01-12T10:00:00.000+08:00

Aalis na ulit ung dad ko... Ewan ko ba... parang ayaw ko na parang gusto ko na syang umalis... ayaw ko kasi, mas maayos kami sa bahay pag nandyan sya, ok. so I admit na hindi nga irresponsible ung mom ko pero she had been neglecting us for the past few months nung wala ung dad ko... All I need is my parents attention. Hindi ung parang wala lang... Tsaka mami-miss ko ung mga ginagawang pag-aasikaso sakin ng dad ko... and of course, mami-miss ko sya...
Pero kung minsan nafi-feel ko na parang mas mabuti kung wala sya dito... sa araw-araw ba naman na ginawa ng diyos eh hanggang sa pagkain ko... sinesermonan nya ako. haaaayyy... i feel sorry for him kasi, d nya kilala ung anak nya... i mean, sarili nyang anak, pinagiisipan nya ng kung anu-ano??? well... i know myself better than anyone... sayang kasi wala syang tiwala sakin... lalo na sa sarili kong abilidad... you know what I'm talkin' about??? well... this is the first time that i will open up my problems here in my blog... *sigh*
*you shouldv'e known me better"

Just another boring day...

2005-12-21T18:09:00.000+08:00

haaaay.... ano ba yan... maxado akong nag-eenjoy sa pag-babasa at pagko-comment sa blog ng iba... pero ung blog ko d ko naasikaso... katamad naman kasing maginternet d2 sa bahay... ang bagal ng connection... d ko pa nako-convince si papa na magpa-broadband eh...
ahmmm... d ko pa tapos ayusin ung ibang pages ko pero... ung iba, up for viewing na already... un pa lang history and credits... baka later or baka bukas ko na ayusin lahat lahat... d ko pa nga tapos ayusin to eh excited na ko para dun sa 2nd layout ko... although s xa kagandahan... medyo cute din naman kasi fave color ko ung ginamit ko...

kanina nga pala... nanood ako ng dvd... ahmmm... harry potter atgf tsaka finding nemo... harry potter?... ok lang kaso parang nakakaasar kasi namantay si cedric... tsaka ba't nabuhay buhay pa ung voldemort na un... haha!!!

comments pls...

Short post lang muna...

2005-12-14T15:44:00.000+08:00

Heck!!! I'm currently in an INet Cafe... It sucks!!! Nakakailang... D ko magamit PC ko ngaun kasi ipinagbawal na sakin ni Papa... Anyway... He's here na pala... nakauwi na xa... How sad nga kasi... hindi nya tanggap c Janrey...
Pinalitan ko na ung blogsite address ko kasi... wala lang... As I now have a new layout... gusto ko ibang site add naman... pero hindi na ako gumawa ng panibagong blog kasi I still want to have my old posts... sayang naman dba?
O cge na... wala na kong masabi kasi nga nakakailang mag-blog d2 sa INet Cafe...
still fixing my site... d pa nagwo-work ung navigations...

So busy...

2005-11-19T07:28:00.000+08:00

Gee... I've been neglecting this blog already... So sorry, I've been very busy. Basta, I'll just explain it later pag-uwi ko... may pasok kasi ako ngaun... Meanwhile... here's a lyrics of the Pussycat Dolls' song "Stick Wit U". I really like the song kasi talagang sapul na sapol ako dun sa nakasaad sa lyrics. Ouch!!! It explains the situation of me and my boyfriend. And hey!!! I'm kinda proud 'coz Nicole is of Hawaiian-Russian-Filipino heritage...

Stick Wit U
Pussycat Dolls

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Chorus:
Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our privated lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're
the only one for me
And I say

*Repeat Chorus

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

*Repeat Chorus 2x

Kk... I'll just leave you with that... Gotta take a bath already...

My bubbly side

2005-11-14T16:20:00.000+08:00

Ang saya saya ko this past few days... kahit na mejo minmalas ako ngaung araw, enjoy pa rin... Last saturday morning, I went to campus in uniform... hekhek!!! Nakalimutan kong sabado nga pala at wash day namin... Haaaay... buti na lang walang prof nung first subject namin, kaya umuwi muna ko. Tapos internet, then balik ako sa skul... We(my classmates) went to mall after our class. Kusa kaming dinala ng mga paa namin sa McDo ng walang usap-usap. We ate there... tambayan na ata namin un eh... And din un, window shopping mode lang kami... When all of them went home, I went to find Janrey, kala ko di ko xa makikita... Nung makita ko xa, dumiretso kami sa hauz nila. Pagdaan namin sa studio, andun sila Katre. Then dumating sila Tin-tin. Punta citihomes, inuman, tapos nagpunta kami ng food shop, first time ko nakapunta dun kasi ngaun lang ako allowed na mag-inom. Ayon... masaya!!! As in... Sarap nila kasama(barkada ni Janrey, barkada ko na rin)...
Xenxa na kung magulo tema ng pagke-kwento ko... Anyway, buti na lang walang pasok kahapon...

Today: Masaya pa rin... Aba!!! Himala, d na ko nale-late sa skul kahit na 2AM pa rin ako nakakatulog, pero xempre titigil ko na un kasi ayoko nang lumaki lalo eyebag ko... Ayun, bagong buhay na ba? Sana... Hindi ko ine-expect na ganon ka-enjoy ung Env. Sci. eh kasi ba naman title pa lang parang napaka-boring na tsaka parang mahirap... "Environmental Science w/ HIV & AIDS"... Ay naku!!! Mas kwela ung Comm. Skills namin kanina... ang kulit parang adik! Eh pano, walang ginawa kundi magbiro/magpatawa. Tapos ung mga sinasabi nya tamang tawanan din... Kahit na almost 60 or 70+ na xa, talagang bibo na bibo... Har har!!! Palangiti daw kasi xa tsaka d xa ung tipo na pag darating sa rum eh babanatan ng "OK open your books on page" chuva... The same old boring lines you usually hear from your prof. Ayoko ng ganon, buti nga tapos na ko sa Logic eh... terible talaga...
Ung Phil History prof namin d pa rin sumusulpot hanggang ngaun... College Life nga naman, I'll surely miss all of this pag graduate na ko.

Ahmmmm................... B-day ko na sa thursday. Papainom na lang ako sa klasmyts at barkada... D ko pa alam kung saan kasi ime-merged ko na ung mga klasmyts ko sa barkada para iisang inuman na lang... ang problema ko lang, saan???!!! d naman lahat ng klasmyt ko papayag pag sa bahay ng barkada, so sa Food Shop na lang. Ang tanong, may empi ba dun? kung wala, pwede bang mag-dala dun? ewan!!! bahala na si mulate(Janrey) dun!!!

Kasabay nga pala ng b-day ko ung Anniversary nila Jay at Katre... Pero d ko alam plano ng mga un... Advance Happy 1st year Anniversary sanyong dalawa...

Nga pala, comment naman po kau kung san mas maganda? Sa Perpetual(UPHR dati, UPHSD na) o sa AMA? Ang gusto ko kasi ung mas malaki ung chance ko sa Job Placement pag graduate na ko. Tsaka ung matututunan ko lahat, tsaka mae-enhance ung talent ko... Nagda-dalawang isip lang ako kasi parang ayoko nang umalis sa Perps... What do you think?

Feelin' sad and lonely...

2005-11-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

Haaay... Ngaun lang nag-walk-out sakin si Janrey... I'm really really worried kasi kilala ko un... ayaw nyang umuwi ng may-misunderstandings kami kahit xa ung galit... kahit galit na galit xa sakin, xa parin ung pumi-please sakin... Hindi kaya sobra na ung mga ginagawa ko sa kanya... minsan kasi pag galit ako, pinagmumukha ko xang tanga... am I way beyond too far?...

Sigh...

Anyway... I've already downloaded Mozilla Firefox... Just wanna try, recommended kasi by Ate Sarah(nunuh.com)... E, I always trust her... so try ko lang...

Uplate with Morbid Kritz

2005-11-08T05:47:00.000+08:00

Sigh... I really have to make kulit my Mom to apply for that broadband subcription... Not only she'll be able to save money, I'll also enjoy an unlimited internet hours for only a thousand bucks a month... instead of spendin' 2-5thou a month for that horrible PLDT bill...
I'm sick and tired of that oh-so-slow 56K pldt vibe connection(but guess what... I'm runnin at 32KBPS right now, how ironic) na kasi...

Before the year ends... I want to find a host for my site who will give me a free domain... and I also want to change my layout... I'll be addin some more updates and contents so be sure to read all my posts, check my blog weekly or monthly, and pay attention to those small details... who knows? maybe, you'll be in for a surprise...

Ahmmm, it's 5:59 in the mornin' and I'm still wide awake... heck!!! ung iba nga gising na sa pagkakatulog nila eh... Ano bang ginagawa ko sa sarili ko!!! : (
I swear, this will be the last time it will happen... It's so bad for my health... kaya ako lalong namamayat eh... Tsk Tsk Tsk... After this... I'm gonna sleep na... Sa thursday pa pala pasukan namin...

Ahmmm... kanina, sabi nga pala ni Heart(c Janrey, bf ko, xa ung kasama ko sa pic sa heading) back to what I was saying... sabi nya naninibago daw xa sakin... parang hindi na daw ako kasing sweet ng dati... I was kinda upset kasi all I want to do lang naman is to please him eh... kasi, nasanay ako na sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na hindi ko sya nami-miss kahit na ang totoo eh sobrang miss na miss ko na xa... ako kasi ung tipo ng tao na kayang diktahan ung isip ko like for example, ayokong mahalin sya ng sobra, para kung dumating man ung time na makikipag-break sya sakin, hindi na ako masasaktan... ang weird ko mag-isip noh? ewan ko ba... maxado ko kasing pino-proteksyunan ung sarili ko kasi sawang sawa na ko na ako na lang palagi ung lumalabas na loser(in all aspects, hindi lang sa pakikipagbf, in terms of friends na rin)... Ung situation ko... parang ung dun sa mean girls... I tend to be mean so that others won't be able to hurt my feelings... Ewan ko ba... pero talagang hindi ko kayang maging mean... kasi ayokong maka-offend kahit kanino... I always bear in my mind na Ayokong gawin sa iba ang ayaw kong gawin sakin... I value a person's feeling kasi... Kaya nga nahihirapan na ko eh... Sana lang naiintindihan nyo ko... Masyado kasing complicated...

Story patches

2005-11-06T17:38:00.000+08:00

* Yey!!! 10 days more and it’s gonna be my b-day!!! Gift ko ha… LOLz!!! Konting pakain lang sa bahay with my family then papainom ako sa barkada... Baka kila Jayson na lang kasi anniversary din nila ni katre sa araw na un…

* I’m glad that I have a regular visitor who always view my blog, checks for an update, and reads my posts… Whew!!! After a year and some few months, my blog finally had a purpose.

* Ahmmm… I guess… Somebody wants for an update, so here it is…
About my post sa tagboard saying na marami akong ike-kwen2… Well, forget about it. It’s just about me feeling kinda minamalas for a week and wants to complain for all that bad luck. But I don’t want to talk about that anymore, ‘coz I’m the type of person who easily accepts and forgets bad things that happens/happened to me. As I describe myself… BUBBLY!!! I just want to laugh and just laugh all day long…

* The reason why I’m not updating my blog is that I’ve been very busy… Yeah right…. But I swear… it’s not one of those lazy excuses… Lately, I usually spend time with Janrey’s barkada… And I’ve got to say… It’s worth it!!! At this times, it’s hard to find a people who never talks about you behind your back… I just wish I’m right with my impressions.

* Nga pala, Nov1-2, I was with Tin2 and the rest of Janrey’s barkada… As usual… Dumaan ako saglit sa puntod ng tito at pinsan ko, tsaka kila Janrey, tapos punta na kila Jay…

* May pasok na bukas pero lagi pa rin akong puyat… Ano ba yan?... *Sigh* Tapos sabi ko… matutulog ako ng tanghali, pero hindi rin naman nangyari kasi nakababad na naman ako sa PC… : ( Pero kailangan talaga mamya, d na ko magpupuyat kasi maaga pa pasok ko… 7:30AM…. Tapos ano? Anong oras ba ko sanay gumising? 5 or 6 in the afternoon… Kinakawawa ko lang sarili ko eh kapupuyat… Buti sana kung mga 12AM ako natutulog, eh hindi… mga 3-5AM na… Anyway, have to change my pattern of sleep…

* I watch the movie “Ghost Inside” starring Barbie Xu… I didn’t like the story… Cguro… Two times lang akong nagulat… pero ung story nya… maxadong mababaw… tapos ni hindi man lang ako natakot… Dapat kasi talaga My Sassy Girl ung panonoorin naming, un naman talaga ung ipinunta namin, eh kaso gusting bumili ni Janrey ng sapatos, kaya kahit nagtatampo, pumayag na ko… then… nakasakay na kami sa bus pauwi, bigla syang bumaba kaya sumunod na rin ako, inamin ko kasi na kaya ako matamlay, eh kasi nga matagal ko nang gusting panoorin un… Eh nung pagdating namin, Quarter to nine na… 8:30 lang ung last full show, kaya ends up… ung Ghost Inside na lang ang pinanood naming… pero kahit papano masaya ako…

Weekends...

2005-10-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

Last Friday, me and my groupmates at P.E. went to Annie’s at house to practice our dance steps for our presentation. It will serve as our finals for P.E. We had a lot of fun!!! Reason #1: I haven’t dance for a long time (I really love to dance). #2: I had the chance to get really that close with them (Gel, Ana, Annie, Faye, and Diana). #3: I knew them better than before. And #3: Of course, Hindi mawawala yung mga kulitan at tawanan. I think Ana has a video taken from her fone when we were dancing. I’ll include it in here pag pumayag sila…

Last night, I went to the October Fest (San Miguel) with my boyfriend. Waaaaaaaaaa!!! Hindi ko naabutan yung Imago!!! Fave ko pa naman yun. There was only three performers that night. Imago, Dice & K9, Urban Nation. Saglit nga lang eh… I’m expecting kasi na aabot yon ng mga 2AM tulad nung Pulp Summer Slam. But it turned out, 12AM pa lang, tapos na. So medyo bitin. Naalala ko tuloy, there was an SMB girl na humatak samin (kakilala ata nung friend ni Janrey), isasali daw kami sa Game para sa mga couples. What!!!??? SMB October Fest… Game… I know it was not just a game like Bring me or whatever. She said it was for couples… but she didn’t said what kind of game it was. Shitness!!! Napasubo ata kami(or ako lang). When we were at the backstage, I was really nervous. I was telling Janrey na mag-backout na lang kami… But then, nagka-problema sa power supply(generator ata), nahinto saglit ung pagpe-perform. Then may lumapit samin, sinabi kung ano yung gagawin. It goes something like this:
Bakla: Ganito… Penge nga ko ng yelo…yung kapartner niyong babae ang hahawak ng yelo tapos ipapasok nyo sa isang side ng pantaloon the ilalabas sa other side. Kung sino mauna, sya panalo.

What the…!!! *Gulp* OMG!!! Ano ba yon?... Pero, ang ginawa ko, binagalan ko talaga para hanggang tuhod lang. Dahil kung hindi… patay ako sa parents ko…

Next time, d ako sasali ng basta-basta hangga’t d ko alam kung ano gagawin dun sa game na yon. Wala akong pakialam kahit P5thou or P10thou pa ung prize. Basta!!! Ayoko ng ganun!!! Hindi ako exagge… 16 pa lang ako and I’m not supposed to do such things like that. Ayt? Wholesome ata to…

Pero kahit papano, nag-enjoy ako kahapon kasi 9th month anniversary namin kahapon.
; )

I’ve edited my profile… please do check it out.

Yeeey!!!

2005-09-29T17:59:00.000+08:00

I've already fixed my friendster profile. Come take a look...

I won't be able to post that often until Oct. 14(I guess?) 'coz I have to review and prepare for our finals. *Sigh* I hope I won't fail. 'Coz if I do, I won't be able to face my Dad. He'll soon be back home from Saudi. I feel ashamed of myself to what I've done. I've taken all things easily not thinking that college is different from high school. I would only take it seriously at first, but after some time my easy-go-lucky attitude would show up.
I talked with my Mom yesterday and I promised to catch up with everything so I won't fail my subjects. And hey! When it comes to promises, I keep my words. What I've said is final at tinutupad ko yon. So expect me to be buried under a pile of books. For now, no chatting, no blogging, no playing, and so on...
My dad is working hard abroad so maybe, I should return the favor.
Nahihiya na nga ko sakanya kasi lahat ng gusto ko pinagbigyan nya.
After all... not failing your subjects is not so hard to do. So why not study a lil' bit harder?
Right?

Nga pala, I recommend Jays' site (Pink-Baby). She's a Filipino living in Japan. Ganda ng site nya. Swear!!!

Kk... 'til here.

Confused...

2005-09-16T14:05:00.000+08:00

I can't tell wether I'm happy that classes were suspended because it was raining so hard that many vehicles were stranded, specifically on some part of Metro Manila.

When I was on my way to school, grabe walang masakyan. Kung meron mang dumaang bus or jeepney, fully-loaded naman. It took me about half-hour bago makasakay ng bus. And ano dinatnan ko sa room? Wala pang prof, and konti lang students. Supossedly, it should be our Gen. Psych. class. But after a few minutes, our FCL prof came. Kwentuhan na lang. And as usual, our Trigo prof didn't showed up again. That's all! I only have 3 classes for this day. And it only means that I've wasted my money for my fare and snack. And what did I get? Getting so damn wet. What's the use of suspending classes eh kung ganong oras din naman ako umuwi tulad ng dati?

They should have announced it earlier. Alam na naman pala nilang baha sa ibang lugar. Napunta lang sa wala ung pera namin, ni hindi kami nakapag- klase, wala kaming natutunan, and worst, basang-basa kami sa ulan.
Well I guess this is a bad day for me. But not here in our house.

*wink!!!
; )

Do I make sense?

2005-09-15T17:15:00.000+08:00

After so many days (or should I say months?)... here I am posting a new entry. Two reasons why I don't post new entries that often and why it's short. Either I'm too busy because my school works are overloaded or just because I've got nothing to say that has a sense. Or maybe, I just refuses to think sometimes. There are a lot of things that happens to me everyday so it's impossible to say that I have nothing to write. I need something or someone to inspire me. Everytime I see someone else's blog, I asked myself why I can't express my thoughts the way they do, how come their posts are too long while mine is not, and why they have so much to say. Lately, I found out that I'm good in expressing my thoughts through saying it freely or by debate. "I want to write, but I can't", that's what I always tell myself. But then, I realized that it's not that I can't, it's simply because I'm too lazy to write. In an instant, I was strucked. Too lazy to write? I know it's wrong. Something irritating. The problem was in me. My attitude. Maybe, all I have to do is to change that attitude. So that's what I did. Laziness is not a good thing. It won't help me or anybody at all.
So maybe, you're asking why I changed all of a sudden. What motivated me? It was the book "Bakit Baligtad Magbasa ng Libro Ang Mga Pilipino" by Bob Ong. It was mainly focused on the Filipino's behavior/attitude. Ika nga... mga nakagawian ng mga Pilipino. I was alarmed with the way how he described us Filipinos (I'll talk about it some other day). What I've learned is that all it takes is self-discipline and not to be narrow-minded. After reading the book, lumawak yung pag-iisip ko. That's what reading does. It empowers our mind.

Well, may this be the start for me.

Anyway, I've got my eyeglasses already. It's kinda awkward kasi hindi pa ako sanay. Sometimes, I feel like a dork. Imagine me, very thin (almost like a malnourished one 'cause that's what my relatives would always refer me to), having skin blemishes, with a long hair not being pony tailed or anything, and worst of all, with split ends (yung mga tayu-tayong buhok). They would say, "Mahangin ba sa labas?". I get annoyed everytime I see myself in the mirror. I can only take it off if I'm going to take a bath and if I'm going to sleep. Argghhh!!!

When I was on my way home. I was walking on the sidewalk when a bunch of kids (about 4-6 years of age) was running across the pedestrian lane. A woman who was about to cross said to the traffic aid which was assigned in that lane, "Ui, pinababayaan mo yung mga batang tumawid mag-isa!". And do you know what the traffic aid said? "Marunong namang tumawid yang mga yan eh!" The rest, I don't know. I don't know what happened next. Tsk Tsk. That's why accidents such as getting hit by a car often occurs. And to think, the traffic aid was a woman. She may also be a mother but she's not even concerned to what may happen to those kids.

By the way, i like the way stellar writes in her blog. You may find yourself likin' it, too. She's in my links. Namely "Stellar".

Did you know?...

2005-08-16T17:39:00.000+08:00

Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most succeptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are :I love you, Sorry and help meThe people who say these are actually in need of them or really feel them, and are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.
Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
Did you know that those who need more of you are those that don't mention it to you?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?
Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do?
But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself , if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned, and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-fold
DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU COULD ALWAYS COUNT ON ME? AT THE MOMENT, TIME AND PLACE THAT YOU NEED ME, CALL ME, I WILL BE THERE WITH YOU!

For quite a long time

2005-07-24T12:26:00.000+08:00

Have you noticed the difference? My blog site did improve. By the way, I haven't updated my blogs for such a long time because I'm really really really busy with school works. Imagine, having classes everyday?! How dreadful… My teacher in Logic is such a torture. Kaliwa’t kanan ang mga assignments and projects sa lahat ng subject ko. But in spite all of that, I’m enjoying with my ICS (Introduction to Computer System lec./lab) and IIS (Introduction to Information System lec./lab). I’m taking BS in Computer Science nga pala. I know I’ve made the right decision ‘cause this is what I really like/love to do. Consistent nga eh, simula pa nung elementary ako, yun na talaga gusto ko. Since marunong ako mag edit ng template d2 sa blogger medyo may alam na ko sa HTML. Kaya din a ko masyadong nahihirapan sa klase ko sa IIS (creating web pages with HTML). So as you can see, may konti akong idinagdag tsaka binago.

So far, I’m happy kasi matataas ang mga grades ko. Katatapos lang ng Prelim and I’m wishing not just to pass them but to get high scores. Para kahit papano matuwa ung parents ko, inspite of all our family problems. Isa pa gusto kong patunayan sa kanila na hindi ako katulad ng ate ko, na ibang-iba ako sa kanya. I also want to prove to them that I’ll be successful and be the one they’ll be proud of.

Kk, have to go!!! Next time na lang ulit.

Li-low...

2005-06-11T19:50:00.000+08:00

That’s what I’m gonna do. I’ll just make some posts on weekends. ‘Coz I’ll be focusing on my studies.
Anyway, I’ve added some pics. Before kasi, wala ni isang pic. I’ll be adding some more pag nakabili na ‘ko ng PC Suite. I don’t have digicam so kailangan ko muna’ng mag-tyaga sa fone ko. I don’t have webcam neither.

By the way, have to make some plugs…
@June 11~Sena’s Bday
@June 12~James’ Bday
@June 13~Classes Starts
@June 25~Time for a new hair-do
@June 28~Mom’s Bday

My worst summer vacation ever!!!

2005-06-08T19:29:00.000+08:00

This is the first time I experienced a very boring summer vacation. I didn't even enjoyed it, compared to my past vacations. Arghhhh!!! I'm going insane!!!
I've only got 5 days till classes starts. Hell!!! I'm going to enjoy it as much as I could. Sky is the limit baby!!! Haha!!! So starting tonight, I'll be spending a lot of time in front of my PC. 'Coz I know I won't be able to do it anymore(well, I might still spend a lot of time in front of my PC but not for fun and leisure and stuffs like that.) I'm taking B.S. Com. Sci and did I tell you that it's really crucial? Here comes the school and paper works!
I won't be able to update my blogs that often. How sad...

School Spirit Is Here...

2005-06-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

11 days to go.(Sigh) 1 1/2 weeks and it's back to school... and goodbye to all those late night talks w/ my friends. I won't be able to wake up late, spend all day in front of my PC, and stroll with my bf at malls. Yah, I know... hindi makabuluhan pero these are the things you will only enjoy doing during summer vacation.
But inspite all of this... The truth is... I'm really excited. I can't wait for the first day of school. Knowing that I'll be a freshmen already. Entering college is kinda terrifying and exciting. I don't know what to expect with my classmates, and professors to be. It's a lot different from high school. It's an all mixed up emotions.
I'm getting kinda nervous and I know it'll get worse the day before the first day of school.
All I want is to have many friends, and to meet different types of person. I'm seeing forward to those extra curricular activities. Hope to have one. :D

Can you read this one?

2005-05-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid. Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas thought slpeling was ipmorantt! tahts so cool!!! If you can udernatnsd tihs rdanieg, put your name in the "comments" section.
When I first read it, hindi ako nahirapan. Nabasa ko ng diretso. Walang hinto. Kaya siguradong kayo din.

Hate Letter

2005-04-27T18:48:00.000+08:00

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl... However, the girl's father does not like him and wanted them to stop their relationship... and so... the guy wrote this letter to the girl... he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter...

1----"The great love that I have for you
2---- is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3---- grows every day. When I see you,
4---- I do not even like your face;
5---- the one thing that I want to do is to
6---- look at other girls. I never wanted to
7---- marry you. Our last conversation
8---- was very boring and has not
9---- made me look forward to seeing you again.
10--- You think only of yourself.
11--- If we were married, I know that I would find
12--- life very difficult, and I would have no
13--- pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14--- to give, but it is not somet! hing that
15--- I want to give to you. No one is more
16--- foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17--- able to care for me and help me.
18--- I sincerely want you to understand that
19--- I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20--- if you think this is the end. Do not try
21--- to answer this. Your letters are full of
22--- things that do not interest me. You have no
23--- true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24--- I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25--- I am still your boyfriend.

"So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", MEANING-ONLY TO READ 1,3,5,7,9,11,13,15,16,17,19,21,23,25. (ONLY oDD nUMBERS) So... Please try reading it again!

Blog thingies...

2005-04-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I'm taking this seriously. I like editing templates but I'm not into posting blogs. Haha!!! Well, maybe I'll just post some quotes, poems, stories, or maybe some infos.

I'm just fascinated with those cute skins, that's all. I also want to have a cute looking blog site. Anyway, if you know some interesting blog sites, just tell me so. Just tag me!

Ok, that's all.
Fetch(refer to the movie Mean Girls if you don't know what it means)!